It's been a while, hey?

If everyone in the world sees this, fine.
If no one does, fine.

But I basically feel like writing something out to whomever, and don't care if there's a gramatical error or not, or if I can spell or not. Get over yourself if you think that's the biggest fucking deal in the world.

I haven't talked to so many people in so long. And with time, there is a certain space, a distance even, that is inbetween these people and I. And a respectful person would act, well, respectfully about it and maybe, not jump to conclusions about the people you no longer know. If I make no sence, then fuck it, but I am trying to. So I hope whoever needs this message can grasp it. Probably not though. And whoever said that I cared anymore? The people who don't care about me don't know me and don't get that I am PROUDLY a whole new person now. Call me a "Thing" or call me "fake", but I call it "different". Nothing more.

And I lately it's been getting to me.

It's been a year. A year since it all started falling apart.
Is 365 days not good enough? I'm sorry that I'm not what you want me to be. I am. But I am no longer pathetic enough to feel how I used to.

I now have better people in my life to be my friends.
Ashley Berry
Chloe Cosgrove
Elliott Tanti
Lana Linton
Shelan Reason
Micheal Johnston

They are my best friends.
And I care about them in a different way than I've ever cared about anyone. And more.
I love them. And the great part is, they love me. Which is a big deal, I know. Watch out!!!

Oh, and just to get it out of the way - Sorry that me not wanting to eat a hamburger was the highlight of your goddamned life, everyone. Move along. Oh, and if someone prints this page out to show it to one of their friends just to spite me, burn in hell. Litterally. Grow up first, then die of cancer before roasting in the firey pits of hell.

So, as you can see, right now I'm mad. Yep, I can truly say I am feeling a real emotion. I know it's hard for some people to say, but I'm gonna be alright. But outside of the momentary realease of anger, I have to say that I have been more happy this year than I ever have been in my life. Not becasue of anyone but ME. Not because people are out of my life (I won't blame anyone, I won't stoop to that), and not because new people are in my life (I don't give 'em that much credit) but simply because I feel better. I have something I'm passionate about. You all know what it is! DANCE!!!! YAY! Are you sick yet? Don't you just want to rant at me? Tell me I suck, something? Hard to resist, aint it? But I am HAPPY. Happy, happy, happy.



Sorry to disapoint.



Hopefully someone will rant at me and I won't have to care.

Because nothing you can say can push me down.

But, then again, now that I'm expecting it, you won't do it will you? Nope. You'll wait a few months, won't you?



LOVE talkin' to y'all.


Have a great day.